You did not hurt me. It was just me, loving you too much,

till it made me feel like it was hard to breathe

I could not think anymore

All my life, you were on my mind,

so when you suddenly left, I did not know what to think about anymore

Maybe you cared, maybe you truly did,

but I could not see it

Maybe it was my fault, for mistaking your indifference for fear

Fear of loving me.

Are you afraid, or do you just not love me?

I think of you, and I convince myself of either

I think of you, and I must stop so I am not the only one falling in love

Now I am trying to mourn the loss of something that never was.